Laying on my bed ,

Staring at the ceiling,

Looking peaceful ,

But what’s in my head is different ,

I see myself screaming ,

Laughing and crying ,

Smirking at the thought because I know I’m trying hard to stay sane.

On my bed ,

Overwhelmed with emotions,

Dragging my duvet over to sleep,

Burying the pain ,

Burying the confusion,

Burying everything going on .

On my bed smiling with  ,

Because I’m alone ,

I’m relax ,

I’m comforted ,

I’m happy with myself because I understand me .

Laying in my bed ,

Crying on my pillows ,

 It soaking up my tears ,

Hiding our secrets at night ,

Hugging myself and say I’m alright ,

Sighing to sleep and drifting further  ,

My bed is comfort buddy anyways .