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FREUDIAN
Olaoluwa Oluwadun
Olaoluwa Oluwadun
2 months ago

Through drought and famine, natural disasters my baby has been around for me…..


I look up and our eyes meet as music floods the room, a smile teasing my lips as I watch him sway towards me, joint in hand.


He knows what he is doing. I know what he is doing. 


‘Everytime i look into your eyes i see it, you’re all i need’ he sings to me as he stands in front of where i was seated on the couch, looking down at me with red eyes as he passes me the blunt blowing the smoke in my face 


And when we’re making love, your cries they can be heard from far and wide…


He stares down at me and I see his eyes darken as he hands me the joint to take a hit, still singing and smiling. I can't help it anymore as the smile I was biting my lips to hide spreads across my lips.


‘Don't you love it when I come around’ we sing in unison as I exhale, smoke coming out of my mouth as I do. 


I stand from my spot on the couch swaying my hips as I make my way up now eye to eye with him still lost in our song, both of us now extremely high.


Oooh who could have thought I'd get youuuu…


‘Everytime I look into your eyes I see it, you’re all I need’ I sing to him as I sway to the music, allowing the music wash over me and resigning control to Mary jane.


Taking one last hit I hand him the almost finished joint as I make my way to the full length mirror we have in our bedroom, still swaying my hips and dancing with a lazy smile on my face.


Standing in front of the mirror another song from the album begins to play. My favorite one.


You don't know babe when you hold me and kiss me slowly is the sweetest thing…


I stare at myself in the mirror, I have on just his shirt and nothing else underneath. I smile as I acknowledge my nipples showing through the shirt, begging for attention. My eyes take my body in hungrily. Mary jane always makes me appreciate my body in the sluttiest and dirtiest way possible and i’ll forever love her for that 


I just want to see how beautiful you are…


I feel him come up behind me, not by his singing, no he was as silent as ever. I feel him because I can feel him push against me from behind. My eyes shot up in the mirror as I made eye contact with his reflection. He has an expression on his face, one I know too well. 


If you love me baby let me hear you say it i know i’m your favorite…


My body takes control as I begin to move my ass along his length, still staring at his reflection with a wicked smile on my face. I hear a faint sharp breath as I do that, I love the effect I have on him. It makes me feel powerful. It makes me feel sexy.


I feel his hands creep and grab my hips pressing me against him and feel a jolt in my core. I love the effect he has on me too. We keep swaying together, his hands on my hips and my hands over his as we move and sway letting the music control our movements I close my eyes and roll my head to the side leaving my neck vulnerable to his mouth 


I was wondering can you hold me down…..


His hands move lower as I feel his breath on my neck. I felt tingles everywhere as his lips hovered against my neck, torturing me with his breath and punishing me by depriving me of his touch 


If you ever start to wonder why all the rain and all the thunder follows her around….


I feel one of his hands leave my thigh and move to lift the back of the shirt I'm wearing, exposing my bare ass to him. The sight of my bare skin pressed against him, the only barrier being the gray sweatpants he has on sends another jolt to my clit. One that makes him chuckle under his breath.


You don’t love me anymore, let’s see how you like this song…


I feel his lips finally connect with my neck, leaving a trail of wet kisses from behind my ear down the slope of my neck. I hiss as he begins to nibble on my neck while simultaneously grabbing my bare ass.


We find love, we get up. Then we fall down, we give up…..


I feel his second hand leave my other hip and make its way to my neck, choking me slightly, making me moan in pleasure. I open my eyes to stare at myself, I look dazed and consumed by lust. I want more, and he knows that, but he loves to edge me, push me till I break.


‘Yes i’m a mess but i’m blessed to be stuck with you’ he whispers in my ears as he sings along to daniel caesar, claiming the words like they are his.


Sometimes it gets unhealthy. We can't be by ourselves, we will always need each other….


With one movement he tugs at my shirt and pulls it off me and throws it on the floor. Now bare in front of him, I stare back at my body in the mirror as his hand resumes its position on my throat, holding on a bit tighter than before, making me have to bite my bottom lip to hold down a moan I felt would escape if I didn't.


Take me awayyyy…..


His second hand finds its way to my breast cupping it gently holding my nipple between his fingers. I watch as he gently but firmly plays with it, I watch as my nipples hardened in response, I watch as the dirty and sluttiest expression I've ever seen makes its way to my face. 


‘You’re my viiiooolletttt in the sun, you’re the choooosssen one’ He whispers hoarsely in my ears before nibbling on my ears as his hand makes its way from my breast down my belly.


I have to preserve you cause you’re my everything….


I close my eyes in anticipation of his touch on my most sensitive part as I hum along to the song throwing my head back and parting my legs slightly to give him easy access but nothing comes.


I just want to thank you for giving me life…


After one second of no contact I open my eyes and find him staring at me with hooded eyes. He looks hungry. No, he looks hungry for me. I watch as he takes me in, all of me. I watch as his eyes devour me like a meal he has been waiting for all day. 


‘Open your eyes i want you to see why i love fucking you’ He says hoarsly in my ears as he makes eye contact with my reflection in the mirror.


With my bottom lip between my teeth, I nod, a moan escapes my throat to voice my agreement. Without warning his finger presses against my clit making my knees buckle and I have to lean into him for support. One of my hands holds the arm around my neck, and the other snakes around the one on my clit to give me support.


And I'll take some time just to be thankful that I had days full of you….


His thumb continues its gentle assault on my clit making me tremble. I grip onto him so I don't fall. My eyes threaten to close but his grip on my throat forces me to look at myself, to look at how lust filled my eyes are, to look at how my breasts shakes as I tremble.


Where you go I'll follow no matter how far….


A loud moan escapes me as his finger enters me. I watch as my eyes threaten to roll back. Before pumping his finger in me, he brings us down, causing me to sit in front of the mirror legs apart, my pussy out on display as I sit between his legs. I feel so exposed, so crude causing my nipples to grow even harder.


I never asked for much, only that you stay true……


I see stars as soon as he starts pumping into me with his finger, and as soon as I think I'm getting used to the sensation I watch him slowly add another finger inside me, while his thumb begins to rub on my clit causing my legs to tremble threatening to close. 


‘Dont you fucking dare close those legs’ He says as he starts pumping his fingers in and out of me faster curving his second finger so its brushing slightly against my G-Spot. I hear a moan leave my lips as I grow closer and closer to my release.


Ever since the day that I met you I knew you were the girl of my dreams…..


I feel my breasts get heavier and the irresistible urge to close my legs together to stop this. To deprive myself of my impending orgasm. I watch myself get finger fucked, with his thumb still rubbing and pressing on swollen wet clit. I watch him watch me, as my hips began to grind against his fingers encouraging him to go faster 


Yes I'm a mess but I'm blessed to be stuck with you….


My moans grow louder as I feel my brain gradually go off, my clit throbbing more beneath his thumb, a sign of my incoming orgasm. 


‘That’s it baby, come for me baby, you’re almost there’ He says encouraging me. 


I hear myself whimpering and moaning. My eyes roll to the back of my head as I feel a jolt in my spine and release from my pussy. I open my eyes just in time to watch myself cream around his fingers, my legs violently shaking from the orgasm I'm currently experiencing. I can't keep my eyes open any longer as they roll back. My legs keep shaking and my moans and whimpers grow louder and all I can see are stars behind the darkness. The sensation of fireworks going off in me overcomes my body.


Know i’d take a bullet for you. No you don't know what i go through…..


‘You look so beautiful when you come for me baby’ He says to me as I lazily open my eyes, my legs still jerking from the aftermath of the orgasm. 


‘Thank you’ I hear a hoarse voice i don't recognise as mine say to him. 


He turns my face to his to make me watch as he brings his two fingers to his mouth and licks it ensuing to maintain eye contact as he does this excruciatingly slow, causing another jolt to be sent down to my clit.


Isn’t it nice? human sacrifice…..









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