What if death brings life

and what we call life is but a simulation?

Why then are we scared of death?

Are we really scared of dying?

I doubt it?

I'm optimistic that after death comes new life

maybe there's happiness in that life

maybe there, we're not mindless

maybe there's happiness there

because all I see here is torture

and pain

it might not be all of it

but here feels like a slice of Hades.

I've tried church and found zero peace.

Thought Christ gave peace? oh well 😂

I'm tired of these thoughts.

I just want to exist. Be thoughtless.

I just want to feel like butterflies and smell like honey.