"Daily I want to die because I don't understand the meaning of this life. People say its a blessing to be alive but for me I have to think twice. I'm expected to have a willpower, grit and determination but I don't know how those things work at this stage".

Welcome to my life. I'm Tokere and I want help but I don't want help. However I am very sure I want to die, " ooooh ooooh ooooh" (thats one thing I am passionate about) ,Death. kikikikikikikii.

A little backstory, I have been depressed since I was 7 years old, I didn't know this at the time though, I just knew .I didn't like living. This world made me angry and tired and sad, so it felt like the best option was to be unalived.

Anyways, I am now in my 20's and I realised that