An idealist or a realist
A communist or a socialist
Oh No
Let's use more realistic terms
Introvert or extrovert
Without using Ambivert
Quick description
That little firstborn in the corner
Trying to enjoy the way life is
Without disappointment
The little girl in the corner afraid to be judged
Judges that need to be judged
Little girl in the corner who finds it easier to pretend like it's all good
But actually, it's not
Or that girl who is afraid to be the center of attraction
Without looking attractive
Or the one that acts all tough
Despite being fragile
If humans come with a tag I want to be tagged with
Fragile
Thick cartoons around it
But when you drop it it's going to crash
With a lot of rashes
That cash can't patch
Then I found Ambivert
The definition is so funny and weird
But sadly it defines me
In a full light
I love how beautiful and creative people are
I also fear their criticism of my imperfections
And lack of insights
I want my voice heard sometimes
But sometimes I don't want to be heard
Because shush like a quiet sound scares me
With the look of shut up
It's enough to shut me out.
Wondering why I have no answer when I get asked
"Who are you"
J'ai ...
I can't even call out my name loud
Without the feeling of screaming in the rain
Because of the expectations that come with the name
Makes me want to dance in the rain
And relieve the feeling of being drained
I just want to be ME
But what if I don't know ME
One thing I discovered is that when I write out my feelings it makes me feel better that my writing is hidden
For Me and me only without eyes to read and judge
But what if my writing has been read and betrayed before
Those secret words I wrote in my corner
With tears dripping on the pages of the note
Words meant to be written to feel better
Not to be read out loud to be criticized and betrayed
But the journey of finding "WHO AM I"
Goes on and on...
I guess I can only express who I am
By what I write when all the emotions come rushing out.
#prowriterswritingchallenge24
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