Somewhere close, very close. Someone has become fatherless. It's not thrilling, life is full of bullshit.

I had one last run in with him during my sister's traditional wedding. I'm not sure I saw him at the wedding but it's the saddest thing yet this year finding out that Wadzi's father is no more. I felt uneasy throughout the afternoon and couldn't sleep. It happened so I can't even say it's unbelievable.

Lord have mercy. Grant us that we'd be more humane because life is fleeting. We're indeed like grass of the field, here today and gone tomorrow. Why does it come without any notice???

I kept thinking about going there specifically to greet him but waived it off last minute and it's biting hard right now in my heart-the "I should've gone, I should have known" but I didn't. Turns out I'm a selfish person sometimes and I should be more selfless really.

When you get a nudge in your heart to go see and greet someone, don't waive it off, you should consider doing it. When you get a nudge to call someone and check up on them, please do. Don't treat any moment casually because you never can tell which could be the last.

I am really speechless on this one. It's really sad, very sad. I wonder how they're faring and feeling. God, be with them please-all who are heartbroken from loss, comfort them please, comfort all of us and grant us peace. I pray his gentle soul rests in perfect peace, amen!