Junior had already become a very special part of my life and i never wanted to lose him especially to some random girl.

I was only a teenage without any dream,vision or expectation from life.

I never had any aspiration to share, whenever he shared his dreams, visions and aspiration i perceived we were indeed to different person's.

We had different values, different believes, and different opinion on issues of life. His sense of humor were rationally based and i was the emotional fool.

He always discussed his perfect world with me. His definition of a perfect world is a home,his wife and children. So my only mission was to be his wife,i wanted to be his ife, i wanted to be called Mrs. Junior.

I made sacrifices,i compromised on my principles,i was only sixteen,and he was twenty-five. I never wanted those kisses,cuddling neither the romances but i was stuck and caught up by his lips into mine. The only thing left undone was the real sex,i thought if adults could do this,it didn’t make any difference.

As time went on,the situation of things began to change,he took advantage of my fears and insecurity.

The aurora of infidelity was all i smelt, in the bid to fit into his new standards,i lost me,my self esteem and confidence flew into thin air.

I was so broken,my heart was bruised beyond repair,walking down this broken street his promises rings in my head and the only option left was sucide but i was scared of dying because i knew i would go to hell,so i decided to heal.

My new beginning wasn’t an easy process,i learned life was a gift and that i have the power to shape my future. I stopped living in the past,i started dreaming for myself and no one else.

The end of the old,marks the beginning of a new phase. I am bigger, brighter and stronger.

A new begining gives room and hope for a better future and the song “forgive’’ by chike,played a major role in this new beginning.

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