I feel like the world is in slow motion and if I stop to think for even a bit too long little slivers of my sanity will freeze and slowly enter into limbo.

I feel like everything is so far away from me and no matter how much I run in any direction it just keeps getting farther and farther away and maybe it will all simply vanish.

I feel like today if no one was to touch me even just my hand I might dissappear and that maybe, just maybe I'm remembering a memory or maybe I am a memory and none of this is real.

I feel like if I dont cry right this very moment I will forget how to control my feelings and all of my emotions may just slowly seep out and I will lose the ability to be understood by anyone ever again.

I feel like I'm slowly breaking into peices and no matter how tightly I shut them, my eyes won't to stay in my head and no matter how many times I rub them together my hands can't find a spot to rest and no matter how much I hum and shush at it, my heart will not stop beating so loudly.

I feel that, and maybe I'm just thinking out loud here, and maybe it might just be a little but I'm pretty sure I'm going insane.