What kind of mess have I gotten myself into?? 😩

How do I fix this catalogue of Carry-overs at the onset of my legal journey?? 😖

How will I explain to my parents that the money they had borrowed to pay my fees has only ended up in futility?? 😭

How do I cope with a result as bad as this just at the beginning of my Legal Journey?? 😓

My second semester exam is in few days and I am yet to cover a chapter of my textbooks 😩

Ibiene.....What have you done to yourself...Ahhhh 😞

She kept pondering on these thoughts as she inattentively walks along the pathways beside the hostel

Seems my world has crumbled already 🤦

There's actually no hope for me again 😣

What will be of my career, my dreams, my legal aspirations 🤧

How do I face my parents? How do I explain to them that their once brilliant daughter had only turned up to be a disappointment? 😫

But what really happened to me??

I used be a serious and a brilliant student, during my secondary school I represented my school at both the state and the national level and I was awarded the best student during the Competition.

I did very well in my WAEC, JAMB, the Post Utme Screening and was admitted to study Law.

Having being this successful, I thought my legal aspiration was already a dream come true, never knew it was just the beginning of the accomplishment of my dream 😞

I became the Class Rep. of my class and with time I became choked and engaged with so many activities and this marked the beginning of my predicament 😣

While others were learning and studying, I was compiling and arranging the names of those who have paid for each of the textbooks of the lecturers, yet this same textbooks I never read. 😖

While others were learning, I was attending political meetings, campaigns and summits. This made me skip essential classes, lectures and so many tests. I was building a name and letting my Academics diminish 😭

I lost priority. I was after positions and appointments and became too engaged that I couldn't concentrate on the main reason while I was there. I lost balance, wrong companies, wrong friends, wrong decisions. Some senior colleagues whom I thought were there to guide us were even the ones misleading us, Indeed not all Senior colleagues are genuine and serious with their studies 🤧

I couldn't balance affection and academics, I couldn't make good use of my time. David whom I was hanging out with, made a First Class and was awarded a Scholarship as the best student. Ahhhh What a World 😫

I have been foolish all this while. The Faculty officer has warned me that If I don't sit up this semester, I may be withdrawn from the programme.

What do I do??? 😞

Two days to exam, Can I really make it??

If only I can turn the hands of time, I would cut myself from bad company, set clear priorities, Avoid wrong advice, Dis-engage myself from frivolities and concentrate on my study 🤦

Though it may be late, but it isn't over.

She stopped a taxi and zoomed off